Sunday, April 29, 2007
Todae is 29th April 07, know what is the day today? Its the no. 49th day since granny past on... Last Sat was having a conversation with Rongz online and she was telling me that she misses granny.. So do I... She was talking to me something about granny which flashes me with memories of her... I rem those time when Rongz and I was still in Primary school and on Sunday we will walk her back to Chong Pang as she stayed with my uncle there... One of us will carry her bag for her then the oth will hold her to walk her thru... Those were the times... Her death have bought such a impact on us till today I still couldnt accept the fact that she left us to go to heaven first.. I tot there will be a chance where she can at least see one of us among the 5 get married.. Sigh...Mah... Where are u? I miss u sooOoo much.. Can u tell me if u are fine?
Last night MAma was telling me that 3rd Aunt dreamt of granny having no rice to eat.. When she tells me that, know how hurt I was? How painful I was? I wanted to do something but I dont know what I can do... If she was still alive I would have went to see her and buy her all her favor food... Few weeks ago mama went to pray to granny and she bought home granny favor Salted Tow Sar biscuit.. Every little thing just reminded me of her.. Last night when i was in the living room watching tee bee a moth flies in again.. I rem on the 48th day when grandpa past away a moth flies into my hse too.. Mama tells me that was grandpa.. Last night I saw another moth.. Was that granny? I don know? The moth landed on the alter table and flew off aft QF went to ask "mah.. is that u"... but it flew back aft 10 min... It was so coincident, aft mama tell me that 3rd aunt dreamt that granny have no rice to eat the moth flies in... Was it real? Call me a fool.. I rather believe it is her..
Mah, thanks for all the things u did for us...
Thanks for all the shielding u took for me when mama chases me around the hse with the cane.. Thanks for taking care of me and cooking meals for me when mama is out working..
Thanks for talking to me whenever mama beat me and i cried
Thanks for wiping those tears
Thanks for all the scoldings
Thanks for loving me
Thanks for being such a wonderful lovable granny.. U are all i ever ask for!
No one can ever snatch that piece of love away from you...
If ever I see god, I would ask him to grant me a wish, that is to be ur grand-daughter again!
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Recieve a msg from someone about a week ago...
Msg goes like this:U insult me if u think of me like those degenerates u call frenz.. Dont give a damn? I think i gave too much of a damn last time. I gave u advice when u needed while all ur frenz do is to get u to go drink till u r half dead then when u are sober prob still exist...
If u are reading this i would like to tell u, all these while i know what i am doing i am not like those ppl who drink to turn away from their probs.. I know one day i need to face the music myself & I think those statement u made is being unfair... dont judge my frenz... U dont know em' & dont have the rights to do that.. If u think u've given too much damn in the past then get the hell outta here...
I DONT NEED THOSE DISCRIMINATION!!!
kays.... Get back to my weekend updates...
Opps.. Sorri readers, i promise to be back in action soon but due to heavy workload i have been staying in office till 10+ almost everyday... When i get home where got energy to update? right? Thanks for being understanding. =)
So now u know how i spend every week days of mine.. Spending late nights in office with Morris.. We realise we are tasked with all the SHITs! (smelly) Haizz.... We "shang dang" le... wahahaha...
Stupid Morris.. Think he veri handsome lorz... got one night when we were in the mist of a discussion he ask me a stupidest que in the world... Guess what was tat?
Answer: Eh do u think we will start to fall in love one day if we always stay over to work together?
hahah... funni right? Of cos not la... Anyone who knows me know that it is impossible... Enuff of him and the boring weekdays...
***27th April 2007***
Fri, as ususal SHIN Bar.. This week I volunteer to open a bottle since i got my 1st increment pay. =) Haiz... Thou i got increment le but i don know what happen this month it seems like i am more broke leh... Ok as usual the attendance PR, Keline and WW... Jio Adel & Charis.. Nana came too... Drunk cat for dat night: MS LIM and Keline... haha...When PR was drunk she talk alot of rubbish lorz.. Next fri is nana bday so she say to Nana that next fri she and I will open one bottle each for her.. I was telling her she is mad..I just open a bottle this week it is impossible for me to open again next week... My house don have machine to print $$$.. Haiz she is drunk le she don even recall herself saying that lorz.. lol.. I was talking to her on the phone and I ask her if she could recall what she say last night it seems like she forget about all the thing that happen not long aft Nana comes... I think she spend most of her time puking in the toilet... Dont drink so much lah... Although its free de. haha... Joking nia la...
Suddenly have this tot... Does one always use drinks to hide / turn away from probs? Why are ppl so silly? When they know that aft they are sober it will only get worse and yet they just wanna do that? If ever u need someone to talk to... I am here to listen and I promise I wont tell...
***22nd April 07***
Another year of bday celebration for my dearest cousin.. Of cos out usual spot... Dblo.. Well its was an enjoyable night.. I shall not say so much and put up all the pics.. It was a long time since i felt that high... I really enjoyed myself.. And I hope rong will be happy and cheerful always... Yes we went thru the toughest time this year cos we lost someone so dear to us.. But we are all strong gals.. Granny wants us to be happy k gal?
Happy belated.. I know i am late but its the tot that counts...
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Monday, April 23, 2007
Lalalalalalalalalalalalalala.... I am such a lazy blogger...
I wish I could be more consistent and hardworking to update my bloggie.. Hahahah....
I am trying.. Trust me...
More coming up sOooOooOoonnnnNnnn....
Share abit here first.... Last Sat Rong celebrate her 25th bday she old, i am growing.. =)
That NITE! She was drunk, she cried.. hur hur hur...
I was just feeling high and I kept laughing... wahahahaha....
STAY TUNED!!!!
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Friday, April 13, 2007
Today is "BLACK" Friday.. Did anything bad happen to you? Yessie for me.. Cos today is one of my admin's last day... ='( Its a waste that we cant make her stay.. She just join the bank for 1 mth+++ nia.. Think I scared her with the workload le and no one was there to give her a proper guide mah.. Sigh! I am too busy to guide her hence she has alot of thing that she dont know and need to go find out herself. I am such a bad leader...Then she too stress le, cannot take it then tender.. Haiz... Its a pity lorZ! But still I am still happy for her that she want to find a better job.. This place is too stressful le lah...
Ok enuff of the unhappy thing... Lets talk about some happy thing today.. Hmmm, today I went to marina sq for lunchie.. So aft that went to walk around since the admin last day then wanna look for a small gift for her. Wow I saw this Mushroom Slipper, cushion all that so cute lorz.. I cannot resist it.. So I bought the slipper and it came with a cute paper bag... I think I'm gonna get the cushion to make it a pair.. Realli beri cutie leh... Love the slipper sooooOOOOoo much... Now that the whole admin team have shifted down to 4th floor other than that floor is full of ABN all is good cos we have a room to ourselves... So yesterday I went carefour to buy boxes of Tissue paper, air freshener and also a mini radio. Wow these 2 days damage already cost me 80 bucks leh.. Haha.. But its ok la... Since i decided to stay i must make myself beri cosy mah.. Hey my 4th flr view can see the "mo tian lun" leh... haha... I took 1 picture that was beri long ago when it was only half done now you can see the big big "mo tian lun" le.. Nice view with nice cosy music and great colleagues.. AM a happy gal now!
K la.. got to stop here le.. Cos i am going to take a rest then meet PR, WW and Keline later on le... Going to their favourite zone.. Shin bar.. Kaoz cant believe that i am so ON lorz when I am still not fully recovered from my illness... Thanks to SL!
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