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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Suddenly just missed Chun so much.. Was having dinner with Mummy and she was telling me that when she was chatting with my uncle on Sunday his eye was filled with tear the moment he mention about my cousin.. Mummy was telling me that my uncle did not have dinner that night and couldn't sleep too.. Mummy said no matter how strong a man is there is still a soft side and as for my uncle his soft spot was the family... He is a man who loves the family loads.. He is a very caring and nice father..I envy my cousin having such a great father.. No doubt he doted on sis and me loads too. That's why our family are so close.. It just pains me to know that my uncle is so sad.. I wanna call him to talk to him but at the same time i am scare that if i call him i will further damage the situation he is in now!

Pr called Qf just not and was chatting with her and half way thru their conversation I took over the phone. She was telling me that she called CH this morning and was chatting with her.. She is doing fine there. Pr was telling me that she intend to visit her in June... But I also heard from LR that CH say she will be busy in June so I was thinking ask them to go next year.. But Rong, PR and CH fren are so sweet.. They do not want CH to spend her birthday there alone so they decided to go there to celebrate for her.. Haiz.. I would love to go too.. But I'm going to change a job soon and will not be able to visit her this year.. Will go Aussie to see her next year instead. Meanwhile i need to save money for the trip cos i am going to pay for 2 headcount...
Gonna text her in the next few days.. She must be busy settling down and getting ready for her stuff.. plus she must be overwhelm by all the calls and msges from her frenz.. I will give her sometime to breathe first.. I believe she must be missing all her relatives and fren here too.. Wondering will she be crying when she sees all the msg and calls...

Chun, how are you there? Is everything fine? Are you sleeping well? Eating well? Adapting to the environment there?

I'm missing you! Can you hear me???? ('-')

9:32 PM

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