I am so tired the whole of these week.. Don know why.. Just feel lazy to blog lorz...
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Think I got menopause...haha.... Just feeling vexed.. Recently got a new job offer from another bank and waiting for the appointment letter now.. My feelings are so mixed.. I dont know if its better to left my current company and accept the offer or not.. can someone tell me what to do???? So sianz..

BTW Wen.. Happy belated bday to you!

Really no mood to blog la... wait till i in better mood then update...

Stay tuned!

This entry is specially for my beloved grandfather who left us a week ago... My grandfather in his 80 was called upon to be in God's arm on 13 January 2007, 2050 hour. He is a nice grandfather always dote on us alot but we never realise that despite how often my mum remind us till he left us. I wish I could have done more and do it better when he was still around. I have never held his hands, talk to him much, visit him.. not to mention telling him I love him.

The first time I touches his hand was the day when I saw him lying there no longer can hear nor feel me... his hands felt so cold.. I know he is gone.. I know nothing I do can better salvage what I haven done... I regret not making effort to see him when he was hospitalised... I took it for granted that he's gonna be fine... I wasnt very close to him thou.. still he is my grandfather... Still someone that is close to me... I hope my grandfather can forgive me for being such a unfillal grand-children.. Like what my mum said, I am the only one that he didnt see before his last breathe... I felt so miserable.. I blame myself for not doing enuff... This has taught me a lesson to treasure and love the ppl around me more cos we never know when they gonna leave us... We see many emails on how ppl regretted not treasuring their love ones we thought we know and we understand but that's not the truth.. We tend to tell ourselves that we must learn from those but we always fail.. WHY? Cos we were never in their shoe we never know how tormenting it could be..

I know he will never get to see this blog.. But I still wanna shout out to my beloved grandfather that I love you and I wanna thank you for giving my family a chance to acknowledge you and the rest of the family members as well as all the things that you have given and done for us. I am sorry for being so unfillal... If given a chance I would have ensure that I put in 100%... Gong Gong, I know that you are in good hands of God and he will lead and guide you to his everlasting paradise he promised. You have taught me how to love and treasure ppl around me more... This is a lesson learnt at your expense.. I will remember it for the rest of my life and practice what I was taught. Although you aint with us anymore, I believe you will watch over everyone and bless us!

Labels: In Living memories of my beloved grandfather

Hoo hoo hoo! Finally got the time to update my bloggie leh.. Been busy the whole week as i was preparing my appraisal for year 2006... Ammendments aft ammendment and I have been cracking my brains on what to write to make it very chim.. since i am updating my appraisal it is also time i update my resume le...Thou result of my appraisal was very good but I think I deserve that rating because it is something that I worked very hard for.. Just hoping that this year my BONUS will be FATTER! So freaking broke lorz.. where to find $$$ to study.. =(

Haiz not in the mood to talk about what happen during my appraisal.. Just one sentence.. Sometimes no amount of work you done will be appreciated as ppl will think that is what u are suppose to do! Fuck it...

I am not in the mood to update blog le... Now I will just update the pix for last Sat @ dblo.. I enjoyed myself alot last week with all the nice nice khakis and cousins.. So happy to see so many ppl that day.. Qf, Lr, Pr, Long Hua, Roy, Tim, Keline, Smelly fish, Vincent, Morris, Cheryl, Charis, Mike, Keith, Melvyn etc...
Never once go drinking dont have drunkard de lorz.. Always the few CMI ones.. haha.. but i still love u all.. =)
K la.. enjoy the pix....

Hi peeps... i know its a bit late to say Happy 2007 now!
Apologise for taking donkey years to update my bloggie...
Been in some shit these few days.. Finally sorted out all thinking and I will move on from today onwards. Whatever happens was a fond memories we shared.. If u happen to chance onto my blog.. I wanna say thank you for everything.
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My NEw Year Eve (31st Dec)

New Year eve night at dblo was fun.. Went with usual khakis.. But that day got 1 VIP (PR) and 1 newly added fren (Daphne) its also the first time i went clubbing with Keline... At first it was so bored lor... We are like counting time and waiting for the night to begin... We couldnt get our usual table.. Damn sad lorz... As we drink drink and drink all started to begin high and was shouting aways and dancing like crazy.. Must have been the centre of attraction again.. Wow koaz.. The funny thing was Tim was so drunk and nobody knew about it lorz.. He went downstair for a breather alone without telling us that he was drunk so when i sms him ask him where is he then he tell me he downstair so i assume he is at 0 bar lor.. cos he always run down there to find fren de mah.. until Agnes went down she saw Tim lying on the floor outside dblo lorz.. then she called me and ask me to go down.. I went down with Rong and SL and saw him sitting there..
Haiz.. aft that QF and Keline came down.. Then drama begins from there (they are not the one to start drama de la)... Dont wish to eleborate what happended la.. it was over and between those peeps who were there and of cos those peeps who watch free show there.. No one is to blame for what happened that night la.. Cos all is high on liquor le and wasnt sobber...Koaz.. No one dare go and collect movie fee from them lorz.. if not we will be loaded le la.. 1st time having such a bad scene there.. But thats gonna be the 1st and last time le as we are all a year older now.. haha... =) No cab so we walk around crossing over fence and walking to and fro till we reach Liang Court for Mac.. Damn full hse lorz.. called cab and went home with Tim and SL.. Know what.. Tim so funny..

Tim: Uncle u got plastic bag or not
Cabbie Uncle: Oh I dont have.. If u wanna vomit let me know I stop by the side
Tim: Nvm.. I can... Can one...
Me talking to SL: Eh take out my things in the plastic bag...
~when Tim hear the sound of the plastic bag~
Tim: Eh pass the plastic bag to me...
Me: Nah...
Next moment
Tim: puking away..
hhahahah...


Drop dead aft my shower... Woke up at 5+pm so QF and I meet Tim for dinner... that was 24 hr later aft my last meal lorz... Came back watch TV and sleep early to get ready for work the next morning.. PR came my hse and disturb me.. haha.. Only fall deep asleep at 2+....